For lazy, stupid, nonsensical sleepy posts. I'm sorry, and I truly do feel like an asshole for not posting anything thoughtful lately, or on half the issues I wanted to because everything I write is shit. I really hope to get some sleep tonight. I figured out that I think I've had about 40 hours of sleep give or take a few in the past two weeks. Most people get that in about a week, so I am really playing from behind. It takes me twice as long to type or complete a thought and most thoughts are useless and unoriginal. I thought I was going to have a rare two hours alone to sleep tonight, but every time I'd doze off, I'd wake right back up. I'd probably cry right now if I had the energy, but I'm really not even sure about that anymore. I've never experienced anything like this before, that I can recall, and the fatigue mixed with regular stress is just really beating me down. If I was confident to drive I'd go get some Tylenol PM, but there's no fucking way I'd drive a car right now. So, thanks for sticking with me or laughing at me, whatever the case may be.
Why post at all? Because I don't realize how fucking stupid it is until after I post it, and then it would feel weird to pull it. Right now, at this moment, I don't know why I do anything I do.
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Now playing: Radiohead - Sail To The Moon (Brush The Cobwebs Of The Sky)
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